Recently I have been really trying to discover who I am and what makes me Destiny! For so long I was conforming to what other people wanted me to be. Well I found that conforming never will bring me happiness, it only left me feeling empty. Then came the decision to back away and learn about things that intrest me and do things that I like. I began to look at people beyond outward appearance and the typical label of "cool". I would get so bored at home not knowing what to do because I didn't know what I liked to do. I began to search and ask God to show me the gifts he has placed inside of me. Who would have ever known that I would break the generational chains on my life. A big majority of my birth family search for meaningless things to fill the pain. The only thing that could truly satisfy is Jesus. I'm trying to begin to search beyond the surface where it is comfortable and learn more about Jesus and what he wants for my life. I know I say that I am thankful for my parents a lot but it is so true. They have taught me so many things that I would never ever have known. I wouldn't of been able to take the past pain and hurt and find healing through Jesus' blood. God creates us to be set apart from the world so that others may see him through us. I am still learning and searching to know myself more and see myself as God sees me.
Romans 12:2
" Do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test approve what God's will is-his good, pleasing, and perfect will".
Isaiah 64:8
" Yet you, LORD, are our father, we are the clay, and you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand".
Psalm 139:23
Search me God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts".
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