Never Alone, For God is with me

" Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things" Jeremiah 33:3(NIV)

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About a week ago as I sit in my room combing my little sisters hair, I began to think to myself. I wondered how come every time I feel like I get close to someone they walk away, break my heart, or hurt me? At the ending of this thought I hear this still small whisper saying "Destiny, I am showing you our relationship. Sometimes you are so close to me, then you walk a way for a season and it hurts me. Yet I still have the same love for so love them like I love you". WOW! There I was having myself a pity party and I was convicted. I felt so alone, like friends were walking away from me. I didn't really understand why. I really didn't know how to react or how to feel. I guess God uses these times to draw us closer to him. In all reality all we need is Jesus, but he gave us companionship on earth. My whole life I tried to fit in to groups of people searching for companionship. When I feel like I have found a good friend, it doesn't turn up that way. This past week I just wanted to start shutting people out so I wouldn't be hurt anymore. I know that would be wrong but I am so tired of the constant pain that is hovering over me. I put on a smile every day to hide the pain that aches deep down in my heart. It's easy to do because most people can't see the deep hurt I carry. I know the devil is out to destroy me. He is trying to make my pain worse. I know this because kids have school started saying things like " go die, everything is your fault". Even though I know that none of this is true it still hurts. I don't mind the teasing but saying things like that open wounds of rejection. God already knows that I would walk through these things.My human mind can't fathom the unending love he has for me.  I have walked through so many things that I never would have chosen. He allowed me to go through the pain and hurt to bring me to a point of maturity. So the next time I feel alone and empty, I will seek God because I know that he will never leave me. I also have a family who loves me.
     
          "Never Once"                                                                    

Standing on this mountaintop
Looking just how far we’ve come
Knowing that for every step
You were with us

Kneeling on this battle ground
Seeing just how much You’ve done
Knowing every victory
Was Your power in us

Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Yes, our hearts can say

Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful

Kneeling on this battle ground
Seeing just how much You’ve done
Knowing every victory
Was Your power in us

Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Yes, our hearts can say

Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful
You are faithful, God, You are faithful

Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Never once did we ever walk alone
Carried by Your constant grace
Held within Your perfect peace
Never once, no, we never walk alone

Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful

Every step we are breathing in Your grace
Evermore we’ll be breathing out Your praise
You are faithful, God, You are faithful