The other day I was thinking and praying about a subject to blog about. I decided to write about a memory that came to mind. A memory that had an affect on me even though I didn't know it would. One time my sister and I walked down in our basement. We saw the light go off and felt our way to the stairs to find the door locked. We cried because we were so afraid. I have no idea what possessed my dad to do that. As a little girl he always told me that I was his little girl and he loved me. After that day there was a distance put between my dad and I. If he locked me in the basement, what else would he do? Know looking back to this memory, I believe that Gods is using it to teach me to trust him as my heavenly father. To lean on his unfailing love, to know he will never hurt me. I have reassurance because he spared me through some of the roughest times in my life even though I had no idea. I have forgiven my birth dad and pray for him everyday. The nagging thoughts are still there and I had panicking thoughts when I felt alone in the dark. Know I lean on God and the verse that says God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. The spirit of fear comes from Satan trying to destroy me and pull me away from Jesus. Nothing can separate me from the love and Jesus and he will always protect me.
Even though I walk through the valleyOf the shadow of deathYour perfect love is casting out fearAnd even when I'm caught in the middleOf the storms of this lifeI won't turn back, I know You are near
And I will fear no evilFor my God is with meAnd if my God is with meWhom then shall I fear?Whom then shall I fear?
Oh no, You never let goThrough the calm and through the stormOh no, You never let goIn every high and every lowOh no, You never let goLord, You never let go of me
And I can see a light that is comingFor the heart that holds onA glorious light beyond all compareAnd there will be an end to these troublesBut until that day comesWe'll live to know You here on the earth[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/you-never-let-go-lyrics-jeremy-camp.html ]
Oh no, You never let goThrough the calm and through the stormOh no, You never let goIn every high and every lowOh no, You never let goLord, You never let go of me
Yes, I can see a light that is comingFor the heart that holds onAnd there will be an end to these troublesBut until that day comesStill I will praise You.Read more:
JEREMY CAMP - YOU NEVER LET GO LYRICS